OK I think we’re DONE!!!!!
Jan 20, 2019
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v-ejL-fSIVc

we're really having a very bad
relationship Maori divorced
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welcome to Saturday
this is heard here Sunday no Saturday I
feel like for some reason yesterday I
was seen it was Saturday I don't know
what day it is
it's welcome to today welcome you guys
and I hope you guys are all having a
wonderful weekend um mine was a little
hectic side we'll start with that so as
most of you guys know I've been having
issues with my phone with the charging
so all he went down to the store and
they cleaned it out and stuff in it
it's been working like literally it's
been charging it's been doing everything
it's supposed to do so I'm just thinking
cool beans you know this is good and I
didn't think much more about it and and
he got the replaceable phone though so I
got that yesterday and I was setting
everything up and doing everything that
needs to be done on it you know having
to download all my apps again which you
know is most of the time I'm gonna say
it's fine you know we're cool with that
however
I don't know what happened but somehow
some of my apps that I thought I knew
the passwords for we're not the same
house apps passwords so miss Amy don't
want to pull out in front of a car miss
Amy decided that I'm gonna make myself a
new Apple ID because I didn't know what
else to do and literally you guys I had
sat there and like dealt with it for 45
minutes and some of you guys know amy is
like on like this very short extension
of patience right now and I don't know
why I don't know normally I'm fine but
me and my phone right now or just we're
really having a very bad relationship
about really divorce the thing so but it
would be too expensive to remarry
another folks so I'm kind of stuck in a
relationship with uh with uh something
that I don't enjoy anyways so I ended up
making a new Apple ID great wonderful
well when I go to do my app to edit my
video for yesterday's vlog my editor
would not work because it was under the
other password
so Olli takes my phone down he's like do
you want to go down or do you want me to
go down I was like honey I'm not even
dressed yet I am trying to do messages
back to people like I was like honestly
I I would but I honestly don't have the
time right this minute
I never stress him out because I at this
point you know I haven't done anything I
haven't vlogged I haven't edited I
haven't done nothing again we're back to
square one from Thursday or whatever
Wednesday so he takes the phone down to
t-mobile well Miss Amy decided to say
her phone up to where it just takes my
thumbprint and that's how it unlocks my
phone mall back
so
my husband couldn't do anything because
my thumb was at home with me well he
comes back opes he comes back and he's
looking at me like he's about ready to
divorce me he's like honey honey you set
your phone up to where you have to use
your thumbprint to get into your phone
honey I don't have your thumb I'm like
oh my gosh I'm like are you serious so
we played around with this stinking
phone for like by the time we were done
I'm gonna say an easy three and a half
to four hours get that with Amy on a
very short whole line of patience right
now so that was not flying very well
with me my poor husband he was sure
trying but he wasn't be much of help
because he didn't know what he was
looking for I didn't know what I was
looking for so how are we both supposed
to help each other if we both didn't
know what we were doing so he says I
need just take the phone go down to
t-mobile they'll walk you through it
okay fine I'm gonna have to do that
because I don't know what else to do so
I finish up messaging doing what I need
to do at this point I already know that
I'm gonna be late on editing my video
and getting it up because there's
nothing I could do like I was out of
stock so I finished you what I'm doing
I'm like okay I'm gonna look at this
stinking phone again I figure this out
without going to do mobile uh I gotta be
mobile so I played around with I played
around with it finally I figured it out
now I am hoping that when I hit the
repurchase button that I wasn't
repurchasing a whole nother months
membership subscription
for something I've already paid for put
under the other ID so we've got to be
watching our bank account because now I
know back o phones phones got me about
needing to pop one of my anxiety appeals
because I'm bout ready to lose my mind
and everything with it and then it
doesn't help that the last two days
because I have been so preoccupied with
this phone issue and with everything
else that my babies have been like on I
don't know what me and Ollie Bowles sat
down last night after we got the kids to
bed Maya was out late with a friend so
it was just us two and then we got the
kids down about 8:30 I think and well we
clean up the house and stuff me and him
did and then we got the kids to bed and
we both sat down on the couch afterwards
and we both just looked at each other so
exhausted yesterday just pure exhausted
because all he's like I don't know what
was wrong with the kids today like they
were really having a day and I'm like I
seriously have no clue like it was one
of our worst days with our kids
literally I am not exaggerating
yesterday was probably one of the worst
days with awareness Rock I don't know
what was going on they were both so
whiny though so whiny they were fighting
and beating the crap out of each other
and just oh my gosh and then I don't
know what happened
Omar did something to his but I don't
remember if he fell or what he did but
he ended up sitting out on my chair and
by my table and he was crying to cry
right I wasn't in the room so I I didn't
I wasn't even aware that this was going
on and he's crying - Karina Karina
Karina crying so all he felt really bad
so he's like honey come here you know
he's gonna give Omar some lovin you know
and give him a little kiss and stuff so
he's like give daddy and bolsa which
means kiss in Arabic Oh words because he
thought Ollie was gonna kiss his boo-boo
he turns around and says here daddy and
kiss him his body goes kiss my body he
wasn't saying it like in a mean way like
you know anything like he didn't know
what he was saying as Ana naughty thing
but oh my God all he was dying when he
told me the story
he was like son I am NOT kissing your
bodies I give me your cheek let me kiss
your cheek but I was laughing so hard I
was like leave it to my kids because
that's just that's that's just them so
yeah wonderful times we had yesterday I
am so glad to put it in the past
although today they woke up and they
were still in the same mode as they were
yesterday which is what is so
frustrating like I don't know like
they're not running fevers they're not
complaining that their ears are hurting
them nothing they're just like in this
whining and crying in Ezra I don't know
if it's a normal girl thing because of
course I've never had a girl um but
she's in this like if she doesn't get
her weight she blood squirrel screams
like a high-pitch blood piercing scream
and it's not a crying scream it's just a
blood piercing scream and I'm just like
oh my gosh like what is your problem and
so yeah it's been the last couple of
days has been really hard and you know
and I'm not feeding into it and I think
that that's what's making her even
matter is that when she does that
I'll stop her be like no what we need to
use our you know our words if you want
something you have to use your words
screaming's not gonna get you there and
then she'll freak out even more like
freak out
and I'm just like oh my gosh like I a
little girl I don't know what your
problem is but then Omar's doing it too
and it's like okay you're gonna be
turning 4 in less than two weeks so you
best start acting like a four-year-old
and stop acting like you're in your
terrible twos because I
where I haven't stuck in the terrible
twos for the last four years and I'm
good and I'm over it so anyways I am at
the Dollar Tree I'm just gonna go and
walk around for a little bit take some
time I needed a little break I really
needed a little break I have not had any
like just downtime for about two weeks
really and so well the last time I went
was when I got a whole bunch of stuff
for vinyl nut and so it's been a while
and I just need a little bit of downtime
so all he sent me away and said go and
have some time to yourself I'm gonna
stay with the kids I was like I'm taking
you up on it because ho I mean it lord
knows that I've made my break so anyways
I'm gonna go in and just walk around and
spend some time for myself and see what
they have and then I will check in with
you guys when I get out I'm gonna
actually back up really quick okay
oh I don't I do not want to eat you I'm
gonna pull out and over a little bit
yes I don't like parking next to cars if
I don't have to because it's like ugly
scene that's happened to my car couple
times so anyways okay I'm gonna go and
jump into the store jump into the store
yeah I'm gonna go jump in and swim for a
little bit and then I'll check it back I
am now heading home I had a nice little
afternoon I did I really did
I had let's see I went to the Dollar
Tree which you guys seen and then I went
from the Dollar Tree I went to Walgreens
and I got I got me some nails so I will
try and do some videoing of me putting
him on there just glue on new song ya
know so I wouldn't got those and let's
see from there I went to lime berry and
I've got me a little it was really nice
actually just a little treat of frozen
yogurt and and I went into my fitness
pal figured out all the calories and all
that and so what I did is I just made
what I thought it would roughly be about
on weight and then when I was done I
went and had them weigh it and I was
like almost right on - I was actually a
little bit under but I still counted the
same amount of calories that it would
have been so it all ended up working out
and then I went in an empty parking lot
and just watched a little bit of YouTube
and
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ate my ice cream and that was it and
then now I'm heading home I got some
stuff from Dollar Tree I got another
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sorry the man called the hoes been
called anyways but I got a laundry
basket and then I got these I can't show
them to you guys right now I'll show
them to you when I get home but don't
like these containers because I was
looking for something that I can put
like my vinyl that like is like little
pieces because I mean I keep every
sliver like if I can use it for
something I will save it because there
are times that really in reality I mean
you only need a small little piece and
why are you going to throw that away
when you could technically use that just
because you use that little piece you
know what I'm saying so I went ahead and
put our I got three containers one is
for orders one is for my final and the
other one is for oh my other type of
vinyl there's two vinyls there's the six
five one final which is permanent vinyl
that goes like on tumblers and
things like that and then there is HTV
vinyl and that is iron-on vinyl that you
put on like shirts and stuff
and what Dale's did are they oh I got a
book to carry with me for borders for
when I'm out I can write them down
because I'm getting orders and I'm
nighty to make sure that I'm cyan where
I'm supposed to fight so I have that and
just a few little odds and ends nothing
really like spectacular but just a few
things that I really needed to get so it
wasn't like spending money that I didn't
have that I didn't like blow money I
wasn't like that so anyways I am gonna
head home well I'm almost home actually
and then all he told me to text him when
I get home cuz he's gonna come in the
car and we're going to talk for a minute
some marital talk
not something bad I will insert my way
in so yes you guys you seen I am back
down to the 428 I told you I am going up
and I'm going down but I'm not going
down but it made me feel good because I
I mean literally the other morning when
I weighed in I was 432 so I was so
bummed and so frustrated with myself
that being backed down to the 428
actually was a loss in my mind even
though technically it's the same as what
I was on Saturday last Saturday but to
me it was a loss because I was up to 432
on whatever day it was that I told you
guys I was up to fourth oh you do so
anyways I am going to have him come in
really quick so we can talk and then I
will welcome to the evening oh I am so
happy to say that we are finally out at
nighttime and my days getting close so
very soon no today it was a it was a
good day it was a much better day but
like I said you know the kids have just
been on this testing every button that
Mommy and Daddy both have so I am just
like yeah we're doing bedtime and we're
doing it right right now we are not
messing up on bed I'm um it's just
Oh
why in the world did we do that what
what's a code you guys have a fun fault
I don't know if you guys are gonna do it
again or what come on don't do it again
I feel like it's gonna do it again I
don't know why I feel like it's gonna go
and topple over as you guys already
found one anyways we had chicken tacos
with corn tortilla that was really good
it was just grilled chicken it was
really good and then we had like just
the regular salsa that goes on I'm gonna
say it wrong pico de gallo pico de gallo
something like that anyways um just
fresh and we had a little bit of beans
on the side and so we had a nice dinner
and the kids yeah they did pretty good
for the rest of uni and there was a few
little cork holes but not too bad um I
think that was it I didn't show you guys
look this is what I was telling you that
I got so I got these from Dollar Tree I
got a purple one a blue one and then a
pink one and what I'm gonna do with
these is so they snap and I'm gonna put
my my like I'm gonna yawn I'm gonna put
my vinyl that is like been cut up and
just like the little pieces I'm gonna
put them in here because they're just
like floating all over my well they're
not floating I have them in
actual spot but they fall out everywhere
and I don't want to destroy them around
them because vinyl is expensive and as
much as I use it it's like ant now no
you're going to behave yourself cut my
neck it's like kinked I have been having
some serious issues with my back like
between my back of my neck and I don't
know why but I think I did something
tojust not what I was trying to pop it
great it's not one thing it's another
anyways so tomorrow we're I'm sure I'm
gonna wake up with a really nice sore
neck ah why not just add it into the
level of stuff um no but my back last
night I kept telling ollie
oh my gosh honey my back feels like it's
got to pop like it's so stiff and so I
lay down on the Ottoman he pushed on it
and nothing like my back doesn't pop
like that it never does once I think and
all the times that he's done it I think
it's done at once and so anyways I stood
up and I was like leaned over and he
kind of just like gently pushed on the
back of my neck just to kind of like
curl my back oh my gosh my whole spine
went up up up up oh it felt so good
though I was like oh what a relief but I
was just sitting here right now and I'm
feeling like coming next kind of feeling
tight and all in here and so I you know
just tried to pop it oh no it's now it's
feeling a little kinked hmmm yeah Amy
doesn't know about all that good stuff
uh anyways back to when I was talking
about so I'm gonna put vinyl like my
empty vinyl in this one then I'm gonna
put empty vinyl in this one but because
remember I said I have the two different
kinds of vinyl and then I also picked up
oh yeah I picked up actually I picked up
these and what I'm gonna do with the
blue one is I'm gonna use them for like
filling out my I won't put them in here
not the pull pack
I'll put my whole pack up in the
container or up in my boxes but as I get
orders I can write my orders on here
stick them in the bowl and then I know
whatever's in this pool those are orders
that I need to get to so if it's empty
then I don't have any orders if it's got
stuff in it I got orders so I got that
and then because I have been doing so
much shipping
I told Ollie the other day I was like
honey when you go into the post office
ask them for if they have extra shipping
labels that they can just give you and I
can just fill them out that way then all
I have to do is put it on the box leave
it at that I don't have to worry about
anything else
so anyways I picked up some labels and I
picked oh you guys I picked up some
blister my lips have been so dry as you
guys all know and I man oh I almost had
a nose picker I am a lip picker and
they're so dry that I am picking them to
the point they're bleeding and that is
just getting ridiculous so I went ahead
and put those or bought that so I can go
ahead and start put it on my lips
because I just I can't I can't do it and
then I picked up this book to keep in my
purse and what I'm gonna do with it is
it's just lined paper that's it which
it's kind of nice because I have I can
find it
see I love big purses but didn't I hate
big purses so I go back to my small
purse and then I still don't like it
I'm never happy with a purse although I
have one purse that I think I'm gonna
pull back out and I think Jody I believe
it's Jody one of the two Jodi's is
absolutely in love with this purse it's
the one I got from Amazon I'm thinking
about pulling that one back out anyway
so I have my day planner this poor thing
has been through everything
but with this what I'm going to use with
it is as orders come through and stuff
if I'm out I can just write them down
right here and that way then as soon as
I come home I can transfer them onto my
cards and then you know so that or
another thing I was thinking was I could
use this for I don't want to use it to
like write down like scheduled stuff
because of course it's not got a
calendar in it and I think I would
probably forget but I mean it's a good
little notepad thing so I mean I guess
if I wanted to use it for grocery
shopping or said but then again that's
not what I really bought it for us so
anyways I bought this and it's gonna
suppose to be for my business stuff so
we'll see how well that goes oh yeah I
forgot well it's okay I wasn't saying I
forgot stickers for my envelopes anyways
so I'm gonna go through and read a
couple messages and so that way I can
get to some of them vocally and because
I don't know how well I'll get to some
of them while I am putting s4 to bed so
I thought well I'll read a few and go
over them and then I will close so first
message that I come to is nurse Rachel
and it's the get to know me video and it
says as I just pulled a hair out of my
head I miss you and being able to watch
your videos I have been so busy
keep kicking butt Amy you've come a long
way all my love I love skinny pop you
have to remember you put on a lot of
water weight when you start your period
and thank you so much Rachel I really
really really appreciate you stepping
out and reaching out to me I love
hearing from you and thank you for the
support
I truly appreciate it it means the world
to me to have you here on my channel
along with you know always encouraging
me and I appreciate that it's been
amazing to see my numbers continue to
climb it just again validates what I'm
doing and makes
feels so good and yes skinny pop is my
favorite but I'm really really really
gonna shoot this this whole week to not
go not go over my calorie count for my
day allowance and I don't have any
skinny pop so I told Holly I guess I
don't get any skinny pop I have not
touched granola this is my third day I
have not touched granola and seeing that
this girl went back to the 428 I mean
which again I mean yes we can say that
basically technically I did not lose
anything this week
according to Saturday weigh-ins but
because when I weighed in I was 432 to
me a show that I did drop weight again
it just doesn't show on the scale for
what we see on Saturdays I wish I would
have actually recorded it just to show
you guys like Hey look I was at 432 and
I'm back down but you know it's okay we
all know what the numbers are and I'm
back to the 432 and I'm gonna be under
432 or sorry I'm back to 428 and I'm
gonna be under 428 this week because I
am I'm yeah I am switching some show up
oh um Kito mama is so glad that you all
oh wait so glad that all of your labs
came back yes sorry my eyes kind of went
double for a minute thank you so much
for that message yes I am so happy to
hear that they all came back good uh at
least it shows that my thyroid is
stabilized with the medicine that I have
that I'm taking which I am on the lowest
dose of thyroid so that makes me feel
good that he says cuz she said I was at
a 2.5 or 2.4 and they want to see you
under a 5 something I think if I'm
understanding correctly so I mean
obviously that that was a good show so I
was good with that um let's see
oops past one Julie Holland's on the
self love I have no idea how Murch and
giddy monetize works but glad this makes
you happy good video I am stuck in air
conditioning watching YouTube due to
extremely hot Aussie summer catching up
with all the people I subscribe to Oh
Julie thank you so much and yes I have
heard that it has been very hot over
there stay cool here it is freezing it's
so funny to see such a dynamic change
between weathers because of where we're
at in the world so it's it's nice to
hear from other people from across the
world and what they're experiencing and
in what's really cool is then I get to
share those things with Jeremias so he's
been really interested in and asking so
many questions and wanting to know about
how how the weather is different here to
there and how it's daylight there and
it's nighttime here and so it's really
cool that I've been able to share those
things so yeah thank you and yes it
makes me extremely happy to be able to
be on 2 March lines I will be like I
said helping Jim launch hers I was gonna
do hers today but because of my phone
issues I did not get a chance to do it
but we will be launching very soon and
with pinks it's a pink fairy it's
amazing that I'm already launched hers
and then I get to participate and be a
part of it it's a great feeling and
would be monetized it is just even that
much more of a great feeling because you
know for me it's not about money so much
as it's the validation that my channel
actually is in a moving scale of moving
up and it's not just stabilizing and
that's what I absolutely love to see my
channel doing is when I seen that
monetizing it just validated that oh my
gosh my channel has become real it's
become a real thing now I mean it wasn't
it's been real but it just means it's
moved to another step in the level of
games so it was a nice feeling to see
that
what's Lee Valarie s cute merch Amy now
to decide online to order so yes I'm
absolutely in love with all of pink
fairies merchandise it is absolutely
adorable and I don't think that it could
state her channel any better than what
it does and I'm so happy for her that
she finally has got her line and I just
hope that people start putting orders in
because it not only is something that
you guys get to purchase of her channel
but also it helps it helps contribute to
her channel that she's you know selling
merchandise and so I just I want to see
orders come through so that way then
it's just contributing to help her out
and so yeah I'm so excited I can't wait
to get an order from you um let's see
giggles and hugs on the self love video
you are your own person and I hope you
know that I think you see the good in
people and sometimes it's very hard to
see that I also think some people just
find it harder to find the good in
others when they one or the other shows
their bad side a lot more than the good
side that's something I struggle with
anyway I am glad you are having many
blessings and I hope 2019 is just the
beginning thank you so much I appreciate
that comment it means the world to me
that you took the time to comment to me
and also what you said I totally agree
with and um and yeah I I really really
hope 2019 is just the the start of a new
life chapter for me because I feel like
it is I really feel like there's been so
much positive coming out of my channel
and my business and my relationships and
my just my own growth that
I feel like I can just gonna continue to
pursue that level that I'm wanting to
reach so thank you
okay one more one more one more
um okay Joe DW so glad your blood work
came back good especially your level
liver levels can I get half your liver
if I could share with you I would
sweetie I would give anything for
anybody but yes I am so happy again that
my blood work came back good it's all
fair game um and I'll get more into
depth with my doctor when I have my
appointment on the 30th and then I'll
definitely relay messages to you guys
about what you know what he feels and
what steps he thinks but you know this
is coming from the nurse so she's just
straight across saying what you know
pretty much that there was no flags and
that things look like they were in the
normal ranges but I want to know the
depths of it and you know if there's
anything that we need to work on or that
we're close to being on anything that we
need to be more careful of but as far as
I know I think everything's come back
really good so anyways I am going to
close you guys I've got to go jump in
the shower it's almost nine o'clock and
hubby was like the kids are gonna bed at
nine o'clock I'm like cool it's 8:50
so I am going to close and I hope you
guys enjoy today thank you again for all
of my new subscribers I cannot say thank
you enough for seeing so many sweet
faces coming up and introducing your
guys ourselves because I don't see every
new name so if I could go and
individually think every one of you guys
for subscribing I would but I don't see
everybody's names come through so I just
do it on a video a flog to say thank you
so much I appreciate everybody that has
joined my channel I hope that it is
something that you guys are enjoying and
that is touching you guys and all the
ways that it needs to touch you guys I
appreciate you guys taking the time to
watch them and to participate and
comment
and just continuing to support me on my
journey and that way I can support
everybody else on their journeys of life
and that's what it's all about is just
supporting and embracing each other so
that everybody knows that they're all
worthy they're loved and everybody is
special in their own special ways
anyways I am gonna close now I will
check in with you guys tomorrow sweet
dreams and I'll see you later bye bye
